welcome to my fkn life

Please be nice to me. Make something exciting happen and don’t let me miss it. Make school be fun today. I want mrs Meyers back in culinary. Oh and please some how let noemi be in my cooking group. No one, besides her, makes that class fun for me. Make me accomplish all my work for the day and please please please let me pass my stupid math test cause if I do I don’t get a fkn D. Thanks Thursday. You have fun today too

Still not sure about life. A girl walking the earth not knowing what’s to come. Just following what her parents taught her. She’s made mistakes and her own choices. She’s a great girl but yet she is scared of what life brings. Scared of commitment. Scared of rejection. Scared of falling. Scared of….herself.

I had the best day with my mother. Shopping of course. We had tons of bonding moments. We had a heart to heart in the car. I poured my heart out about j.c and s.b. She told me that my father talked to j.c’s gf’s step dad and he said that j.c is a loser now. It makes me feel a little better inside. Makes me feel like I didn’t miss out on anything. Although he wasn’t like that when he was with me. You ruined him!!!!! Eh whatever. Bye for now

Hi hello I’m in love with all of you. That’s it gbye

I cant Help but think this is just a horrible nightmare. You were my best friend and you gave us up for some girl. I just need you to know that I will miss you even tho it feels like it didn’t happen. I know it will hit me soon. I hope it won’t be too bad for me. Have fun and….I love you. You always have a place in my heart. -love your sister <3

I had a dream about you again. For like the 200th time. I wish you would know that I miss you. Actually, I KNOW you miss me. Christmas time is coming back around. We always watched polar express together. I know that when it plays you’ll be thinking of me. And elf too. I can’t help but get really sad when we pass each other in the halls and no longer stop to talk. We were inseparable and now we cant even look at each other. It hurts to know that I can’t go to you for anything anymore. I’m sure you are happy now, but I swear before you graduate i WILL get you back! You’re something I can’t let go. I pinky promise that we will be inseparable once again. -yours truly

Watching the stars. Listening to silence. I’m thinking of you. As I sit, Pitch black but yet lights shine. One particularly on me. I’m wanting you. As I sit, All alone. Honestly; I just need you